Hello World...

Sorry I have been awall for a billion months...

My current playlist:

my favorite songs, and the reasons why....

1. Black Keys - Jonas Brothers
A beautiful piano piece, with lyrics that are moving. i mean that it's just a song that can make you happy or sad, but you know its real emotion. That nick really felt that all.
2. Be Somebody - Kings Of Leon
I feel like this is a song everybody can relate too, and it's catchy. The lyrics are something I know, plus they are such a talented band.
3. God Loves Ugly - Jordin Sparks
Jordin is a beautiful singer, but Christa Black wrote this song ,and i think very highly of the both. A truly beautiful song, and i think it can describe how most teen girls feel, and I wish most girls knew that god loves them.
4. Paris - Benton Paul
I lovveeeeee Benton Paul, his music is sooo soothing, but I love the idea of this song. He has such a nice voice, PLUS I speak french so such a cool song.
5. California Sunshine - Christa Black
I mentioned before how I feel about her, but she is a brilliant song writer, and if you did not know, she's on tour with the Jonas Brothers as their violin player.
6. Comfortable- John Mayer
Miley Cyrus posted this song on twitter, and I had already loved John Mayer so I thought I would check it out, and I really didn't like it at first, but now I think it is rather beautiful, and I really love the string arrangement in it.
7. Into The Mystic - Van Morrison
I heard this on the classic rock sunday morning playlist in the car, and automatically came home and asked my mom for all of his music. It's one of those songs, it just makes you feel good.
8. 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
I wish Miley would stop posting lyrics to accidental babies on her twitter, I really don't want people to like his music because miley does, I want people to like his music because tis gorgeous.
9. Ignorance - Paramore
I simply, just absolutely love everything paramore does.
10. Dakota - A Rocket To The Moon
I love love love songs written with names, haha. But no really such a cute song.

In life,

I have learned a few things, I've been thinking alot lately, and these are a few things I have learned recently.

1. Love people, and I mean everybody, jesus christ hung out with women, back when they weren't accepted, but he loved them and he promised them that. I think the worst thing you can do is "hate" and I will never hate anybody. i will always try my hardest to love, even if it's hard.

2. People are going to make mistakes, and so am I. I realize that nobody in the world is perfect, and we should just forgive, and move on. I realize I have made mistakes, so I cannot fault anyone for there mistakes. We grow from our mistakes after all.

3. We will not always be happy, but if there was not moments where we are angry, upset, sad, crying, or desperate, our happy moments wouldn't be happy, they would be boring. No one said life was perfect, but they said it was worth it, cry when you need to, but know the next day could be happy. God cannot give us happiness, he can lead us to it, but we have to appreciate it.

4. Everyone is beautiful, and everyone is unique. Do not ever think you are ugly, because you aren't. God made us unique for a reason so if you look different, you are not ugly, you are beautiful. Because we make ourselves ugly.

peace & love
Sarah

Kevin & Danielle

Sorry for lame title.
I just wanted to state that I'm happy. For a long time I was a Kevin girl then I evened out to an all around jonas girl, but I'm truly happy for him. but it just scares me, I want them to be happy but I don't whats going to happen if they stop touring... like what will I be looking forward too?
But I got over it, because Kevin found someone. A girl who I know isn't trying to get famous, a girl who isn't a manwhore, and a girl who he chased after.
i wish them the BEST, the ABSOLUTE best. I hope they last, and stay together forever.
peace & love
Sarah

I think....

that I just got over it.
by it I mean him.
I mean I really think I did.

& Now I just want to live, because I feel like I'm free now.
& I realize I felt I had to be perfect for him.
No more.
It's done.


peace & love

Music Recommendation:

From yesterday:
9 Crimes - Damien Rice.
I also love his song Accidental Babies. Both songs are beautiful piano pieces, but they aren't upbeat. And if you are in a real happy-go-lucky kind of mood I wouldn't suggest them. They are almost both kind f depressing, but they are both beautiful.
I rediscovered Damien Rice earlier when I was thinking back to seventh grade, when I had problems I would listen to Damien Rice, City and Colour, Missy Higgins, & Keri Noble. Then I slowly discovered The Jonas Brothers, and I was brought out of my sad song stage.

But there it is.
HEY it's music monday, tell me some suggestions. seriously, I really need something new.

peace & love

Not to sound self -absorbed

But I love it when people take candid shots of me. I just like seeing how I look from others peoples views. Anyways Shelby took this picture of me while we were at the spree.
But I shouldn't say that, because we didn't go the spree, we hid behind it sat on the grass, and talked because we really didn't want to go. Then my mom came and picked us up.
I just guessI hate the spree because it's like time to show off how many friends you have, and lets be honest I have like 5 friends. Not that I would show off my friends, because you know, thats dumb.


I don't have much else to say.
11 days till chicago.
I got the cutest black pencil skirt for FIFTEEN bucks yesterday. What a DEAL.
Watched Gran Torino, it was sooo good surprisingly.
Started Water For Elephants, continuing it tonight.
Failed my written drivers ed segment one test, retaking that monday and then the road part.



My question for you : Seen any good movies lately? Tell me them, even leave a review if you like.


peace & love