Hello World...

Sorry I have been awall for a billion months...

My current playlist:

my favorite songs, and the reasons why....

1. Black Keys - Jonas Brothers
A beautiful piano piece, with lyrics that are moving. i mean that it's just a song that can make you happy or sad, but you know its real emotion. That nick really felt that all.
2. Be Somebody - Kings Of Leon
I feel like this is a song everybody can relate too, and it's catchy. The lyrics are something I know, plus they are such a talented band.
3. God Loves Ugly - Jordin Sparks
Jordin is a beautiful singer, but Christa Black wrote this song ,and i think very highly of the both. A truly beautiful song, and i think it can describe how most teen girls feel, and I wish most girls knew that god loves them.
4. Paris - Benton Paul
I lovveeeeee Benton Paul, his music is sooo soothing, but I love the idea of this song. He has such a nice voice, PLUS I speak french so such a cool song.
5. California Sunshine - Christa Black
I mentioned before how I feel about her, but she is a brilliant song writer, and if you did not know, she's on tour with the Jonas Brothers as their violin player.
6. Comfortable- John Mayer
Miley Cyrus posted this song on twitter, and I had already loved John Mayer so I thought I would check it out, and I really didn't like it at first, but now I think it is rather beautiful, and I really love the string arrangement in it.
7. Into The Mystic - Van Morrison
I heard this on the classic rock sunday morning playlist in the car, and automatically came home and asked my mom for all of his music. It's one of those songs, it just makes you feel good.
8. 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
I wish Miley would stop posting lyrics to accidental babies on her twitter, I really don't want people to like his music because miley does, I want people to like his music because tis gorgeous.
9. Ignorance - Paramore
I simply, just absolutely love everything paramore does.
10. Dakota - A Rocket To The Moon
I love love love songs written with names, haha. But no really such a cute song.

In life,

I have learned a few things, I've been thinking alot lately, and these are a few things I have learned recently.

1. Love people, and I mean everybody, jesus christ hung out with women, back when they weren't accepted, but he loved them and he promised them that. I think the worst thing you can do is "hate" and I will never hate anybody. i will always try my hardest to love, even if it's hard.

2. People are going to make mistakes, and so am I. I realize that nobody in the world is perfect, and we should just forgive, and move on. I realize I have made mistakes, so I cannot fault anyone for there mistakes. We grow from our mistakes after all.

3. We will not always be happy, but if there was not moments where we are angry, upset, sad, crying, or desperate, our happy moments wouldn't be happy, they would be boring. No one said life was perfect, but they said it was worth it, cry when you need to, but know the next day could be happy. God cannot give us happiness, he can lead us to it, but we have to appreciate it.

4. Everyone is beautiful, and everyone is unique. Do not ever think you are ugly, because you aren't. God made us unique for a reason so if you look different, you are not ugly, you are beautiful. Because we make ourselves ugly.

peace & love
Sarah

Kevin & Danielle

Sorry for lame title.
I just wanted to state that I'm happy. For a long time I was a Kevin girl then I evened out to an all around jonas girl, but I'm truly happy for him. but it just scares me, I want them to be happy but I don't whats going to happen if they stop touring... like what will I be looking forward too?
But I got over it, because Kevin found someone. A girl who I know isn't trying to get famous, a girl who isn't a manwhore, and a girl who he chased after.
i wish them the BEST, the ABSOLUTE best. I hope they last, and stay together forever.
peace & love
Sarah

I think....

that I just got over it.
by it I mean him.
I mean I really think I did.

& Now I just want to live, because I feel like I'm free now.
& I realize I felt I had to be perfect for him.
No more.
It's done.


peace & love

Music Recommendation:

From yesterday:
9 Crimes - Damien Rice.
I also love his song Accidental Babies. Both songs are beautiful piano pieces, but they aren't upbeat. And if you are in a real happy-go-lucky kind of mood I wouldn't suggest them. They are almost both kind f depressing, but they are both beautiful.
I rediscovered Damien Rice earlier when I was thinking back to seventh grade, when I had problems I would listen to Damien Rice, City and Colour, Missy Higgins, & Keri Noble. Then I slowly discovered The Jonas Brothers, and I was brought out of my sad song stage.

But there it is.
HEY it's music monday, tell me some suggestions. seriously, I really need something new.

peace & love

Not to sound self -absorbed

But I love it when people take candid shots of me. I just like seeing how I look from others peoples views. Anyways Shelby took this picture of me while we were at the spree.
But I shouldn't say that, because we didn't go the spree, we hid behind it sat on the grass, and talked because we really didn't want to go. Then my mom came and picked us up.
I just guessI hate the spree because it's like time to show off how many friends you have, and lets be honest I have like 5 friends. Not that I would show off my friends, because you know, thats dumb.


I don't have much else to say.
11 days till chicago.
I got the cutest black pencil skirt for FIFTEEN bucks yesterday. What a DEAL.
Watched Gran Torino, it was sooo good surprisingly.
Started Water For Elephants, continuing it tonight.
Failed my written drivers ed segment one test, retaking that monday and then the road part.



My question for you : Seen any good movies lately? Tell me them, even leave a review if you like.


peace & love

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He will always be remebered.
RIP MJ.
Your music will still be danced too.

"Whatever throw your shots. At the end of the day, I know who I am as a person."

-Kevin Jonas


Smart, smart man. From the Rolling Stone article, I can't wait to get the actual thing and read it all. Drivers Ed has been absolutely HORRIFIC. Honestly, I'm a bad driver, I will admit that, but it doesn't help when this guy is probably the biggest jerk ever. I have been driving with him four times now, so that means I have only spent about four hours with him, but the douche bag thinks he knows my whole life. Today he said to me "Have your parents ever told you that you are the type of person who makes last minute choices that are bad? because you do?" I didn't really know how to answer this. It just aggravates me so bad, because the second I get in the car with my mom , I'm an OK driver, but when I'm with him he just annoys me so I drive bad. END OF STORY.
On another note, that picture up at the top, is the new polaroid camera Emily got me for my birthday (which was the 31st) It's from '52 I think. And it is absolutely BEAUTIFUL. Although we may not be able to find correct film for it, just owning it is enough. I may get an '80s style one from my moms work that I can actually use, but this one is so special that Emily got me. So I am VERY thankful.
Last, I want to thank my six followers, I know my life isn't that entertaining, but I hope I might get a smile out of someone (:

Well I have to get going, I would like to finish off the two episodes from season one of Friends, plus I have to start one of my summer reading books for Advanced Language Arts. I might also try to get in a hundred or so crunches.

my question to you: What is your summer read? (even if not for a class)
peace & love

Watching The Secret Life Of The American Teenager marathon...

I thought I would catch you up on somethings. I went to a Tigers game on friday vs. The Brewers. Let me tell you I'm not the sports time, but when I get there at the game, I'm a pretty competeitive person. BUT there was a rain delay, and we went home because of it. On the plus side, I got my FIRST ever baseball cap at a game :

& My first hotdog at a baseball game. I don't have a picture of that though. Saturday was my momma's bday, so I spent it with her, and I hope she loveddd her presents, she seemed like it though.
Sunday was fathers day, and I will put this picture in, to show how much I love my dad.

That is the DOWNRIGHT NASTIEST picture of me ever, but I love him enough to put it on.
That's about it, I have driving from 3:30 - 7:30 today, pooo. Then I get to see my beloved Jenny at 8:30. I miss her very much. But on the brightside, thursday I'm done with Drivers training, and then I'm free for the summer. Except for my AP homework for the summer.
I have to read these books: The Grapes Of Wrath, & Water For Elephants. Again on the brightside, while I was picking those up, I picked up a copy of "According To The Rolling Stones" Which is penned by the Rolling stones, so I'm veryyy excited to read that.

My question for the day: Are you going to watch the premiere of season 3 of The Secret Life Of the American Teenager?

peace & love

I have a lot to blog about...

BUT I will save it for Later and just do my sunday recommendation.
It is a song today.

Now I recommend listening to the NON acoustic/live version of this song. But this was the best video I could find of it.
The song is Wild Horses - Rolling Stones. Now I had to pick a list of my top ten favorite songs of all time, this would be on it. I love the Rolling Stones, that is true, but this song is so meaningful to me.
Plus Mick Jaggers voice is so unique.

So my question to you is, what is your sunday recommendation?
peace & love

Drivers Ed, girls night, Friends & things of that nature.

SO just to update on some things, 1st Drivers Ed.
I can successfully say Drivers Ed is the WORST. Its like 9th grade all over again, plus for some reason my teacher has some personal vendetta against me, and I am not exaggerating. I have many stories about her, first she told me because I wrote on a piece of paper I had to pay for it. Which makes no sense, I mean honestly how much could one piece of paper cost? Like ten cents. I'm going to throw a dime at her on the last day, and see how she reacts. Second, I was chipping at her wall with my pencil one day (I told you it's boring.) But anyways I got yelled at, which I kind of understand, but seriously if she could be a bit more, less - boring, these things wouldn't happen, know would they?
Topic two : Girls night.
On wednesday, Emily, Shelby, and I had a fun night, because emily was leaving the next, so we did each others nails and hair :D It was like you see in the teen movies, kind of lame,but pretty boss at the same time, you know. Then we watched Role Models, which was actually pretty funny, but unfortunately, I fell asleep in the last ten minutes, so I don't know exactly how it ends, but I got the gist of it. Plus, I love me some Paul Rudd. Which brings me to our next topic :
Friends.
So it's my all time favorite show, and recently I got season 1 on DVD, and I'm going to progressively get very season, but I'm not even done with season one yet, so this will take a while. I sincerely idolize Jennifer Anniston, she is so funny on this show, as well as in Marley & Me (SADDEST MOVIE EVER.) But I noticed that Ross (played by David Schwimmer) reminds me a lot of Justin (played by David Henrie) on WOWP, and sometimes Rachel (Jennifer Anniston) reminds me of alex (Selena Gomez) which is creepy because Ross & Rachel hook up, and Alex & justin are brothers & sister, which would be NAST. I can't believe I just talked that much about Friends, wowww.
And last I thought I would just put up my summer schedule right now, it's a little late, and it's subject to change, so I will post later if that happens.
7/10/09 : Jonas Brothers - Chicago
7/11/09 : Jonas Brothers - Chicago
7/13/09 : Coming home from Chicago
7/26/09 : Jonas Brothers - Detroit
8/5/09 : Mitchell Musso - Pontiac
8/15/09 : Leave for annual camping extravaganza
8/22/09 : Come home from annual camping extravaganza
8/26/09 : Jonas Brothers - Columbus
8/27/09 : Honor Society - Cleveland
8/27/09 : Jonas Brothers - Cleveland
10/3/09 : Taylor Swift - Grand Rapids (pending)

Tell me if you will see me anywhere!

Don't let them get inside your head.

So I'm just going to bring up the fact I haven't actually talked about my life in this blog lately. So I think I will post some pictures with some stories I haven't been telling.

06.06.09
We were driving out to a hotel (by we, I mean Beth, Brooke, Shelby, Emily, and myself) in which we thought Taylor was staying (call it stalking. But we didn't meet her, cause she stayed in her bus) Anyways we technically hit some guy, but he hit off our sideview mirror, but he was much worse damaged, yet he kept driving, we did the right thing, he did not. Sucks for him.Anyways, we had to get the mirror back on, so in a random neighborhood (which I may add was a very wealthy neighborhood.) Emily, shelby, and I went searching for duct tape, and a very nice lady gave some to us, and this is what we came up with. I was proud, and now I think I could become a mechanic. hahaha

05.31.09
My birthday. The colors actually look really cool, cause Shelby edited it. Anyways, Jenny, India, and Emily needed pictures of Shelby & I for a final in photo, so we tried to be "fierce", and well I guess it didn't work. But it still makes me laughh so hard, and that gold shirt I bought at the thrift store for about three bucks, probably my best purchase ever.

My favorite video of "eliza" ever. Aka Emily, she will probably kill me for this, but it makes me laugh so hard.


EVERYONE SHOULD PICK UP A COPY OF LINES VINES AND TRYING TIMES
peace & loveee

I forgot recommendation sunday....

Season - The Summer Set
i just downloaded this song today, and I love the lead singers voice.

Confession #6

Confession 6: One time I was painting my nails black at a friends house, and it accidently like exploded onto the carpet, and I felt so bad, so I sat on the spot the whole night so she wouldn't know. I still feel guilty now.

MY words of advice:

Everyone is blessed with a life, but it is our choice whether or not we live it. Laugh everyday, and when you need to cry, just cry. Scream and yell, and run. Make noise, and live with your eyes wide open, it only happens once. Do things that scare you, and say what you want. Never censor yourself, show people how much you love them, and if you love love someone tell them. Wear what you want, love what you want, do what you want, sing how you want, dance how you want, go to the concerts you want to. & never ever let anyone else tell you who to be. just live, and breathe.


peace & love.

Chasing stars to loose our shadows,

I don't really feel like expalining my life today, it's not bad ,just not interesting.
But I have been thinking alot about growing up lately, because I haven't. I'm fifteen, and I love disney, I'm not admitting I'm mature, cause I'm not. But it feels like I am growing up right now, I realized while sitting in my first drivers ed class the other night. There I was first time in drivers ed, getting mad because I couldn't study for my first finals. In driving, we were talking about being 21 and 25, the teacher made it seem so close, but I'm only fifteen.
I want to be naive about life still, and I want to believe in silly things, and learn from my mistakes, I don't wanted to be an adult who gets in trouble for small things.
Like tonight in driving, I got trouble because I chipped a whole in the wall (that's how boring it is) if I would have been 10 still they would have gently told me to stop.
I also realized this when an old friend said to me "you and emily used to be so crazy, and just laugh none stop." now, I feel like I don'y laugh enough. I don't want to evantually get to a point where I cry more than I laugh. I don't want to loose the feeling of awe when I step out on a cloud-less day. I don't ever want the music to be too loud. I don't ever want to think that going to five concerts of the same band and same show is ridiculous.
I just..
I don't know.
What I really want, i stay in bed forever.
peace & love

Hey Sunday!

I have 1 full day of school, and 3 half days of finals :P then I'm officially NOT A FRESHMAN ANYMORE. To those entering freshman year, be prepared.
Anyways, it's sunday, and i have spent my day
1. Studying for finals, which is no bueno.
2. I went driving for the first time, in a cemetery. I'm really no good, and according to my mother I hit the break too much. I also almost ran over a grave. creeeepy.
3. I visited my grandmothers grave for the first time. It was really interesting, because I never met her, so it was almost like meeting her for the first time, which was nice. But it was sad because I never got to know her, which is not nice.
4. Watching Sonny With A Chance allll day, Demi is so quirky on this show, it makes me want to hug thee shoooooot outta her. Plus I can't lie, Sterling Knight has the best smile ever.

SO yesterday i stalked Taylor Swift's hotel, she never came out. Whattta bizzznitch. It's alright I forgive her.
Anyways you know what time it is? I know what time it is.
SUNDAY RECOMMENDATION
Mitchell Musso's new albumm, love him (:
Also
Hot Rod, andy Smaberg is genius.


What's your current favorite song?

Confession #4 & #5

Confession 4: If I ever rebel I'm dying my hair the same color as Hayley Williams. My Fave (:
Confession 5: I studied to remember all of the guys of FTSK names and faces so when I met them on April 23rd I wouldn't sound like an idiot. My plans got canceled, but now I know them all so well. one day I will meet them and be a suppper fan!

peace & love

What you mean to me:

I just felt I needed to do these real quick, what you mean to me:
Emily: Since second grade I have known you.You are such a wonderful girl, honestly. You were blessed wit hthe ability to make people happy and laugh, and I hope you always use that. We have beeen bestfriends for so long its hard to remember the memories, but we have so many. And that's what you mean to me, someone to depend on, because everyone else has left over the years, but you have never strayed. I have never once worried about you leaving me, you are my rock. You are stable, and sensible, which I never will be either so you complete me. You don't get to emotional, so when I do, you take it. You cry with me, and you laugh with me. Things have happened and you were there, and you have never told a soul. You were there when I needed you, and you were there when we were both ugly. From my happiest to my saddest, to my bitchiest you have been there for every important moment. God blesses you in my life for a reason, and I will never doubt that.

Shelby: I met you in seventh grade, and you told me about the mean girl. I don't know if you will remember that, but I do. It makes me so happy to remember that, because you trusted me right off the bat. You make me smile uncontrollably, because you are just a smiley person. You are beautiful, and you make me jealous sometimes :/ Anyways, you trust me, I trust you. We cry in public together, and that's alright. You have dreams, and I have mine. We talk about everything, and you just listen. The ability you have to actually care about my nonsense complaining amazes me. You let me play guitar badly for you, and you act like im the best. You just are such a good person, and no matter who tells you the opposite, DONT LISTEN. When I lock myself in the bathroom, your the first to hug me, and tell me you love me. You accept my weird-ness, and accept my weird ways, and I accept.
I have told you everythig, and you have never gone behind my back, and you have never talked about me. You were there when I screwed up big time with that girl. God blessed you into my life as well.



I love both of you, more then anything.


"She was given the world so much that she couldn't see, and she needed someone to show her who she could be."

My favorite quote of all time:

"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

-Perks Of Being A Wall Flower, the book.

All this time how could you not know

Baby, you belong with me.


I don't want a fairytale ending right now, no, that is noooo where near what I want. But what I do want is to just, actually, to be done with him.
If I never saw him again in my life I would be so FREAKKKING happpy.

Honestly, he has never made me happy in my life.
That las time he was nice to me was when we were eleven, ELEVEN.
He's been a bitch to me since.
He is more than likely in love with a pothead.
coooooool.


But like I said I don't want a fairytale, I don't want to be romantically involved.
sometimes I wish I could have that cutesy relationship, but I know that would never happen with him.
I just, goshh, I would say thank god for summer, never have to see his annoying facee again.
BUTTT NOPE
He will be all up in my grill all summer, and I'll be even more head over heels with him.





stupppid.
I hate it.
I comment stalk him, because he doesn't tell me about his life.
I feel like a creep, cause I am.
I need TSWIFT, or DDLOVATO or GOMEZ.
We need liek seriousl disscussion time, than one of them (They have to fight first) can write a song about my situation.
If it's TSWIFT who wirtes it, she can include both of our names, than he will hear ito n the radio, then I will be over him at that time, and I can effin laugh in his face.




YEEE-UH
I just made myself feel better how about that.
peace & love.


p.s
I hope I didn't say I hatee him anywhere in here, cause I don't.

Life is unexpected.

That's why I didn't expect to end up here.
That's why I didn't expect to have my friends.
That's why I didn't expect to choose to live this way.
That's why I didn't expect to quit dance.
That's why I didn't expect not getting over him.





I didn't expect to live my life the way I do, not that it's that weird, but I still don't understand the scrutiny I get put under for it.
I will never be expected, and life won't either.

peace & love

Let's move reccomendations to sunday.

Since I can never seem to get to them on Saturdays.
Recap of the weekend:
Friday went to eat with my mother, my sister & emily. Got Keith Urbans entire CD, Then went out to Baskin Robins with India & Emily.
Saturday : Laid in the sun all day with Emily, due to my light skin, I did not get tan, AT ALL.
Today :Went to the Cars & Guitars exhibit at the Henry Ford Museum. They had Nick, Joe & Kevin's outfits from Camp Rock, plus their guitars. IT made me real proud since they were the only current band in a collection of KISS, Kid Rock, Janice Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, ALice Cooper,Rick Neilson, BB King, Elvis Pressley, ZZ Top, and The Who. Plus I got this awesome vintage Elvis Pressley shirt thAT I'M STOKED to wear. Then we went to Old Navy, where I bought nothing. & Got a smoothie from Panera.
Tomorrow: Going to downtown Ann Arbor to do some emorial day shopping at urban outfitters and american apparel, thenn FROYO!


Basically that's it. SO far Memorial Day weekend had been fun. Emily, Shelby & I have been planning for the summer, and decided some very funny things (:


My SUNDAY recommendation :
PARANOID THE MUSIC VIDEO (:

Confession number three!

Confession number 3: He still makes me totally uncomfortable with who I am. I hate that feeling.



This week has been normal, actually take that back. Five very odd things happened.
1. On monday, Emily & I got sprayed with water from some dumb kid walking down the hallway
2. Someone broke into my locker and put a white flowerin my locker. I don't know whyy.
3. I went to a dance off with the mentally disabled dance off, the prophits went to Make A Wish, it was fun!
4. I got lemon juice in my eye...
5. I saw a boy I went to school with get hit by a car, I will be praying for him.



peace & love

I just wanted to say..

FOURTEEN DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT FOR ME!
Then the parties start.


JONAS WORLD TOUR
WARPED TOUR
FEARLESS TOUR




dayummmmmm!

101 things that ...

As you may know, I like making lists, I made a 101 things that make me happy, and wrote out my 101 things I want to accomplish in 2009 which I haven't posted and I think I'm waiting to. But right now I want to make a 101 people that I love.(in no order)
1. God
2. Jesus Christ
3. My Mom
4. My Dad
5. Beth (for being my sister)
6. Emily (for being there for me for SEVEN years)
7. Shelby (for being my bestfriend)
8. Jenny (for being my soulll sister)
9. Nick Jonas (for paving my life)
10. Joe Jonas (for paving my life)
11. Kevin Jonas (for paving my life)
12. India (for being a friend)
13. Naomi (for biology)
14. Kelsey (my french buddy)
15. Selena Gomez( for being the cooolest)
16. Auntie Anne (for being the best godmother in the whole world!)
17. Uncle don (for having the best laugh in the world)
18. Demi Lovato (for being amazing)
19. Steve May (for calling me Sheda Rose to this day)
20. Cousin Delaina (for being my childhood bestfriend)
21. Cousin Kendall(for being hilarious)
22. Dorris (she used to give me candy everytime I went to my moms work)
23.Keria Knightly (my inspiration in life)
24. Cousin John (for giving the best hugs)
25. My mothers mother who I never met, but I hear that she would have loved me tremendously
26. Both of my dads arents, who I also never met, but sound like the coolest old people
27. Anyone out of the bible (for inspirong me)
28. Sarah S. (for being my savior in 4th & 6thhour)
29. Caitlyn M. (aka the craziest girl ever.)
30. Carolyn (Emily's lil sis)
31. John (Emily's dad)
32. Kristen (emily's mom)
33. Uncle Danny, he gives me a goood laugh!
34. Stephanie (RIP I love & miss you soooooo much)
35. Missy (my dog, no shes not a person per say, but I love her)
36. Brooke (my sisters bestfriend)
37. Dallas (I Haven't seen her in so long, but I miss her!)
38. Jess origliasso (for having awesome style)
39. Lis origliasso (For touching my hand at a concert)
40. Micheal Bruno (for having a soothing voice)
41. Jay Rosen (for laughing at shelby & I)
42. Andrew Lee (for being sooo nice)
44. Alex Noyes ( for pointing and smiling at me, at concerts)
45. Aunt Cindy (although she isn't the best aunt, I gotta love her)
46. Mia & MAndy (Shelby's lil sisters)
47. Kim & her family(for having a toilet as a flowerpot)
48. Melissa & her family (for eating meatball subs with me at church)
49. Diane (my old babysiter.)
50. Miley Cyrus (for singing the climb)
51. Daren Kagasoff (thank you for being soooo good to look at)
52. Brian Haupt (He always listens to everything I have to say.)
53. Cj Baran (for being incredibly goood looking!)
54. Steve Scarola (for being so nice to me in the m&gs)
55. Derek Ries (for having greattt hair)
56. Nick Deturris(for being very funny at acoustic shows)
57. Micheal (please come home, we all miss you)
58. Taylor Swift *for having wonderful music)
59. Backstreet boys (you entertained me in my young days)
60. Emily (beths friend)
61. Phil Bensen (for his beautiful voice)
62. Waldon Reed (for being the best guitar teacher out there.)
63. Dottie (for talking to me with her cat on the front proch)
64. Danny (For pretending to be paparazzi/ being a great neighbor)
65. Jackie (for being my moms bff)
66. Aunt Laura (Hilarious)
67. Mr. Tracy (for being relateble, and being the teacher I can talk too)
68. Lindsey Humpert (You were the most hardcore woman ever, but you made me an amazing dancer)
69. Brianna (For I will never be close to you again, but for the times you were, you made me complete.)
70. John Mayer (for having inspiring music)
71. Mamma & Papa Jonas (for having amazing sons)
72. Big Rob (for being the best part of JB (;)
73. Miss Sabbagh (for being the only math teacher that has ever made me do well. Also for joking and taling with me)
74. Miss Hillman (for being the funniest and most independent woman I know)
75. Jenny's parents (for being the coolest fillipinos I know)
76. Miss Liacono (for giving me emily and shelby sooooo much)
77. Grnadpa (I may not get along with you, but you are family)
78. Katy Perry (For being totally herself, and inspiring me to be myself)
79. Uncles Danny's new family aka the country kids (for being incredibly funny, and fitting in with the family from the get go!)
80. Anna Wintour (For being brilliant)
81. Greg Garbowski (For being the coolest basist ever)
82. JT (For being the coolest period.)
83. Jack Lawless (for being so cutee !)
84. Ryan Liestman (For wearing a Red Wings jersey)
85. Miss Ssherrie (for making checceti so hilarious, and for being so gullible!)
86. Mrs. Oddino (For our one on one time at BLBC, she is such an amazing woman.)
87. Mr. Santi (For being the first teacher to make me laugh)
88. CJ (for being the most beastly looking, gentle girl I know)
89. Mr. Fryer (for calling me Mrs.Wrong for a year straight)
90. Aaron Vegas (for being hilarious everytime I see you)
91. All of the girls at the Ritz Carlton (for having so much fun that night!)
92. Shelby L. (For believing in me at dance)
93. Joey Page (for rubbing my back when you met me, and it was like -90000 degrees!)
94. Ellen Degenres (for making me laugh!)
95. Uncle Carl (For being the craziest)
96. Mary Y. (for still making me laugh to this day)
97. Emilys cats (again not people but stilll)
98. City & Colour (For your music always being there)
99. Aunt Bev (For being the nicest little ol aunt!)
100. Dean (for being so welcoming.)
101. Everyone reading this!

Just got back from a mini vacation...

Here are some pictures :


My favorite lighthouse in the worllld! Haha, too bad it was nasty out that night. We got a biggg rain after that :(

Excuse my bad hair, i promise it was not my fault. Anyways, we found that someone tore this off of the actual sign, plus it was funny because we were bringing our dog on the beach.

My dads a lurker. Anyways, the beach was gorgeous even on the nasty night!

awkwardddd!

I had found the coolest old school headphones, plus the beach wasss just perfect!

Beth & Brooke on the beach.


That is my dream house, seriously, I will buy it one day (:

Once again, awkward, but we were trying to do action shots, and well.....

My beautiful and dirtyyy puppy on the beach.


WEll thats all the good pictures.
But while I was on the beach, just roaming I was getting to thinking. You know how people always say "back to reality", well that just doesn't make sense to me. Why does reality have to be working all the time, and being stressed out? To me reality is life, and life is everything. Reality just doesn't mean fighting, crying, screaming, working hard, getting let down, and wanting to leave. That is the down side to living but if you look at the plus side, it makes it worth it. I think we get caught up in this idea of reality be the bad because of what we see on tv, on reality tv. In reality tv, you see fighting and screaming, and crying the whole season, but really, at the end, doesn't someone always end up happy? I think in reality, and in life, there is always a rainbow at the end, and laughs, smiles, beautiful, perfection, and love along the way. Reality doesn't have to be bad, if you choose the way you live it.
peace & love.

my biggest fan:

my mother.
Mothers day was yesterday, and I really meant to post this then, but I was horribly sick so I stayed away from my computer.
Anyways, my mothers is my best friend, my support system, my caretaker, my chief birthing officer, and my life. She has paid for everything, for all the years of dance, for my crazy obsession with clothes, to my new concert obsessions. She has supported every decision I have made from deciding to get a purity rings, to quitting dance, to my jonas obsession. She listens to my music, and sings with me in the car. When she can tell I'm not in a good mood, she will simply ask "do you want to go shopping tonight" and we will drive to a far away mall, while blasting music in the car. When I'm sick, she comes to me and asks me a billion times if I am alright, or if I'm feeling better.
Sometimes, she annoys me, and sometimes we fight, but she has always protected me. She drives me out of state for crazy things, and never does she complain. She has taught me so many things, how to treat people, how to handle situations, to be thankful for everything ,and to love the best I can.
But more than anything, I love my mom, because she has loved me unconditionally, and as I do her.



recommenadation:
Paranoid - Jonas Brothers


peace & love

The sheets are stained with memories of your soft kiss.

Not really, but I love Like Knives - City And Colour
SO I'm sick ,like not terribly, I'm not going to act like the worlds ending, and secretly I'm kinda of enjoying it just because, I lost my voice. To someone normal, this wouldn't be cool or good at all, ad really it isn't, but I have NEVER lost my voice before, so this is something new for me. Shelby told me today that I sound like a rapist right now, hahaha.
Anyways the worst part is that I started choking in the middle guitar lessons. For some odd reason, every time I get into a room where it's quiet and with one other person, I always choke. Maybe it's my bodies way of making things EVEN more awkward. But see when I start to choke not only am I coughing obnoxiously but I'm tearing up, and my nose is running as well. Then as I was walking out the door and into the parking lot (which is conviently located right off the main road) I puke. Yes, i puked in the middle of prking lot at my guitar center.



peace & love
Sarah

Confession numero un & deux

#1: I sincerely think Ian Crawford from The Cab is the cutest ever. I have like a HUGMONGUS crush on him.
#2: I think I might start a tshirt line, and I'm really thinking about this, but it is something I would LOVEEEE to do.

Why can't i remember for once?

Let's just pretend it's saturday!
Hahahah!
My new headline is cool, but I'm still trying to fix it, and maybe get a new one. Also, JONAS last night, it was really good. I was really super surprised that it made me laugh, but maybe I laughed just because it's them, but whatev's!
At this ppoint life's pretty solid. But I'm just basically waiting for the summer, I'm really upset about not being able to go to a Demi concert or The Veronicas, stupid!
But I'm honestly am going to go to Forever The Sickest Kids, so there will most likely be coverage from that.


Recommendation:

On whole, Forever The Sickest Kids album "Underdog Alma Mater.
Great album, definately worthy of checking out. Plus they seem like awesome guys :D
peace & love
Sarah

Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost.

I did loose though. I forgot to post my saturday recommendation, gosh dangit!
Anyways I will fill you in on a few things, although everything has been pretty slow lately. Beth is coming home from school tonight for the summer. Only 30 more days of school left. Emily's little sister had a birthday party on saturday, it was her first boy/girl party, it was awkward. A bunch of seventh graders running around thinking they are the bomb, not my definition of good time. I wonder how annoying I was in seventh grade? I tried out for the school play, I got a call back, they talked me up/told me they loved me, then picked another girl for the part. Story of my life.

To make up for missing out on recommendation saturday, I will do it today:
The entire Fast Times At Barrington High album by The Academy Is...
It's just a feel good album, sincerely.



Also you should check out these videos :








& my new favorite couple :

Optimistic...

I wish I could be right now.
But I can't help it, I didn't get the part in my school play, because the directors picked favorites.


I just drank two redbulls, and I haven't eaten anything to day, I really need to before I puk.



I'm starting to feel for him.
That sucks, cause he treats me like SHIT. I didn't talk to him for a whole semester when I had two classes with him, now I only have one, and suddenly he has to come talk to him.
Doesn't he know he messes me up.
He has done so much bad to me, made me cry so many bad things to me, but I can't help but be attracted to him.
We were young love in a sense.
We "went out" when we were 11.
"going out" when your 11 means you hug eachother BUT YOUR SCARED TOO. I don't consider it a relationship, AT ALL, but I do think of it as a friendship. But he didn't in middle school, he distanced himself from me, because he wanted to be cool.
Now In high school he still wants to be cool, that's why he did stuff in the beginning of ninth grade. Now, I guess he has found himself, and a way back to me.
But I almost wish he didn't. I don't want to fall for him. I don't like him, no do I love him. It's just when he is nice to me, I feel on cloud nine.
I guess its the classic story of girl who loves the person who isn't right for them.
Too bad I have to see him EVERYWHERE.




peace & love

Saturdaysss

recommendation :


Cry - Kelly clarkson.



I can't find word right now, because i'm in a really bad mood.


I guess, this is all i have to say right now.


peace & love

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow.

That picture makes me happy, cause we rarely all get to all go out together, cause we are all so busy. But going from left to right it's Shelby, Emily, me, and Jenny (:


But anyways, I wanted to blog, because I'm happy right now. I'm doing well in school, (just got my report card ALLL A's) I had a wonderful weekend with alll of my bestfriends and ALLL of my family, which I love. I spent sometime with Emily's family today, and I love them. I got into a marker fight, I have just been happy. I can't help it, and I'm really glad because it is the true happy, not materialistic!
&& Summer is coming, which will be SOOOOOO GOOOOOD.

I would like to like to leave with this qoute :

"your only happy if everything is right. which means two things your a good boss. and you are never happy." - house

But i see its my heart on the line this time.

i think I might have to say that Don't Forget - Demi Lovato the album is my favorite of 2008. Although I love A Little Bit Longer, just Demi made an amazing start with that CD.


Anyways, its spring break. YIPPPY YA! I went to see HM:TM last night, and I cried :(
I'm seeing it again tonight, i know sad.
I really have nothing to say for myself right now. Lifes been pretty good, and I'm just enjoying the people, and places around me.
I can't wait for summer. Literally, school is boreing me.


Saturday recommendations:
Hannah Montana : The Movie.
Honestly, really good. Don't just think it's terrible because it's a G rated movie, I think it shows a vulnerable side of Miley. & Some great acting on her part !


Song :
Kiss A Girl - Keith Urban

Great great great musician. The song is killer, and catchy!

I don't have much to say at this time...

But I do have this: I forgot Saturday Reccommendation, so here it is
DEMI LOVATO DON'T FORGET DELUXE EDITION!
Original cd was awesome, but the new songs make it even better.


& I will leave you with this; no matter how much I try, I will never stop thinking about the past.


peace & love.
Sarah

101 things that make me happy.

1. Jesus & God
2. My mom, dad, and sister.
3. Emily, Shelby, Jenny, and India.
4. Concerts
5. Jonas Brothers
6. Sunglasses, Ray Ban's really.
7. American Apparel
8. Ann Arbor
9. Frozen Yogurt
10. Music in general
11. Warm Weather
12. Sunshine
13. Rain downpours
14. James Bond
15. Ipod Touch
16. Macbook
17. Converse tennis shoes
18. Sit-ups
19. Texting people
20. Talking to people in general
21. meeting new & different people
22. Honor Society
23. Sunflowers
24. Redbull
25. italien food
26. My mom's cooking
27. My dogs Missy
28. The Perks Of Being A Wall Flower
29. Mulan
30. Bike Rides
33. Walking in the park
34. Driving with the windows down, singing.
35. Playing guitar
36. Demi Lovato
37. Wizards Of Waverly Place
39. V-neck tshirts
40. The color red
41. beaches
42. Sand
43. The color gold
44. Valerie - Zutons
45, Lilacs
46. Curly hair
47. Flannel Shirts
48. Drama class
49. Snuggies
50. Polariod Cameras
51. Selena Gomez
52. Swimming pools
53. Vintage clothing/stores
54. Thrift stores
55. Emily's cats, especially foster
56. Nice people
57. The Notebook
58. Painting, even though I don't know how.
59. Jon & Kate + 8
60. The Little Mermaid
61. The Sister Hood Of The Traveling Pants books
62. Greece
63. Mamma Mia
64. The Rolling Stones
65. Sour Patch Kids
66. Singing in The shower
67. Listening to radio disney
68. Opening windows
69. The first time it snows
70. The Climb - Miley Cyrus
71. All of my aunts and uncles.
72. Disney World
73. Spring dresses
74. Cheeburger Cheeburger
75. Starbucks frappuchinos
76. the number three.
78. Being natural
79. The Bible
80. Getting up early by accident
81. Sleeping in late
82. Writing songs, even though they aren't good
83. The Summertime
84. Skinny Jeans
85. Paramore
86. Traveling
88. people who love not hate
89. 2008 & 2009
90. The Burnin Up Book
91. Paparazzi pictures of celebrities
92. StudioMESS
93. Team Demi & Selena shirts
94. Making music videos
95. Taking random and gross pictures
96. Sunsets
97. Clouds
98. TwentyFour - Switchfoot
99. Will Ferell
100. 30 Rock
101.Life




Reccommendation :
Breakup Breakdown - Honor Society
Older song of theirs, but very worth the time.


peace & love
Sarah

Driving around.

Is honestly my favorite thing at the moment.
Just me and my mom.
We turn on music, and just sing loud.
It really just kind of gets everything out.
And sepcailly because the weather has been especially nice lately.
It's one of those things you realize how beautiful life really is.
& Appreciate thing.
I also realize my mother means so much to me. In all ways she is truly my bestfriend, because she knows more about me than any other person on earth. She listens to me when I talk, and she has given me the world.
I've been feeling really low lately, and it seems like I have spending so much more time with her lately, and she always makes me feel better.
Almost like the song, The Best Day, because we will drive out to random places, and I just forget everything.
I'm scared about when I have to grow up, and she can't drive me ot to dinner just o we can roll down the windows and sing.
But I know the lord has blessed me with one of the best moms ever.
peace & love
Sarah

Summer Souls.

Let's talk about whats up and coming here for a second. Summer.
Sounds amazing right? Well it is. This summer I have a lot planned out, that is for sure happening, and other things that I plan on making happen.
Lets start with five jonas concerts, that I'm pretty stoked about. 4 out of the 5 are out of town, which makes me even more happy because traveling is on the top of my favorites list. Well besides religion, but lets not get into that. Back to the concerts, I'm going to two shows in Chicago, two in Ohio, and one in detroit. Which is awesome, because I have friends that i haven't seen in a while, who I will get to see there. Also, I'm sure there will be some crazy things that will go done. Actually I'm 100% sure of that. Who could forget last summer in Ohio, with all the crazy moms!
Also, I'm quite looking forward to traveling north this summer. I mean I do every summer, but as I am getting older I'm starting to realize the beauty of being in a place where people are so ... wrapped up in pop culture. You know? I love cities with all the noise and people and shopping and entertainment, but I also love sitting on a beach, that no one else is on. I also love climbing to the top of sugar loaf and just looking out onto everything below me, and realizing how small I really am. I love going out to the rocks, and watching people jump 50 ft into the water, and realizing all of god's majesty.
This summer, I'm planning on maybe getting myself a job. now, I know that's not something to be all that excited about, but if you know how much debt I was in right now, you would be excited as well. I'm also thinking about starting to save right now, for when I move out, not just cause I'm gonna have to pay for necessities, but because I'm leaving my small home town, for California. I know everyone says that, but both my mother and I decided it would be best for me.
As scary as it seems to move out to a place where I know absolutley no one, I have faith in myself.
Back to summer, the most important part for me, is that I want to enjoy all of the minutes of it, because I know my days are numbered, and for all i know this is the last real summer I will have.
I hope everyone enjoys there summer when it comes.
It seems so far right now......



peace & love
Sarah

Saturdays = reccommendations.

Valerie - The Zutons.
A British band, but they are pretty good. This song is sort of older, I gues you could say? But worth checking out.

Also, on my list.
Cheeburger Cheeburger.
ossibly the best 50's style burger joint ever.


peace out.
Sarah

UPDATE!

Presales suck.


Tried for Chicago today, and of course, they told me I bought too many tickets. Too bad I ahevn't bought any.
Anyways, buying all on regular sales.


Here are the shows I'm going too :
7/10/09- Rosemont Illonois
7/26/09 - Detroit MI
8/26/09 - COlumbus Ohio
8/27/09 - Cleveland OHio

I haven't posted anything because...

i have been obsessing over twitter.
Rofl.
but I promise this weekend, I am going to put out a realllly big blog about January 16th, 17th and 18th.


But if you want to know about little things that have been going on because I forgot about my blog, go check out
www.twitter.com/sarahdigsjonas

I'm so sorryy...

Even though no one reads this, I'm sorry I haven't updated/ Maybe because I made a promise to myself that I would, but anyways, I already started typing up a bigggggg blog about all of last weekend, and I'm so excited for that to come out.

In other news, I hate fanfamily, and it hates me. I'm glad to know that we are the same level. Seriously though, it won't even let me sign in, and I think it is a little annoying :P

Also, I did a live chat last night, it was a BLASTTT!
I will post some of it later, peace out!
-Sarah

I promised you a better blog.

So I think I will fill you in on the past few days (:
So January 16th, I went to the Detroit Auto Show Charity Preview. Luckily we had a COLD day on friday, so I actually had time to doll my self up, and be there on time. We left about, ehh, 4:45 ish, and sang opera to Tell Me Something I don't Know, in the car. Of course, we had high hopes that the Jonas Brothers would be at the preview, due to false rumors that they were in town already, but we later figured out they weren't there.
Anyways we had fun looking at all the cars, and being on a mad hunt for food! It was unbelieveable to us that they had no fun to the public, you have to be with a party, although they probably had no experience with random 14 year old girls being at a black tie event like this, so I don't completely blame them.
We kept getting our picture taken by different newspapers, because we were the youngest there although, we didn't quite expect them to actually get put in anywhere, but it made you feel good, to have someone want to take your picture.
At the end of the night, we were hungry (due to the lack of food), our feet hurt terribly (because we took off our shoes, and got yelled at, and had to keep them on), and a little bit down (because the jonas boys weren't there).
So we took the people mover back to greektown, and found Emily's mom, and went to a coney island. It was run by a little old greek family, and the food was fantastic, although my veggie wrap was more like salad in pita bread, the saganaki was excellent!
So we drove home, then went straight to bed, after being on our feet the whole night.
Saturday January 17th, we woke up to Emily's dad calling and tellign us we were on the front page of the detroit news. It was epic.

Anyways, no we didn't meeet them there! We got there at 3:30 pm and we were there until midnight, then we went home. But we had so much fun meeting all the girls who were there, and sharing our own Jonas stories. Everyone kept telling Shelby she looked like Miley. On the bright side we knnow they were staying there, because the next day they had a meet & greet in the lobby. Once again, we did not meet them, because we could not make it out the next morning, due to us getting ready for the concert. So we spent our day hanging out at The Ritz Carlton in Dearborn, stalking the jonas brothers at their hotel. Yeah, yeah I know it's creepy. Anyways it was awesome because we met some awesome people, below is a picture.

The Ritz is so nice, btw.
Sunday January 18th.
The concert date.
I spent the day freaking out, because the concert was that night, and I missed meeting the boys. Thankfully I got over it quick. But that's not the important part, so we get to Joe Louis arena, and it's packed, and we really didn't feel like waiting in any lines, so we just walked around and met up with some of our friends like Jenny & Mickie, Sam, nichole, and melissa. So then we go down to our seats, that were FIRST ROW! On Nick's side, it was legendary let me tell you. So we talked to KSM while they did there soundcheck, it was hilarious. Then they came on and did their full set, and I'm not that into girl rock bands, but they were pretty good. Then Honor Society came out, they blew me away. Absolutley love them, because they connect with their audience so much, liek there was this one point during the show, when Shelby and myself, started doing the pimpin car thing, and Micheal honestly started doing it with us, it was nice. When they played See U in The Dark, I jammed, what can I say? So then, the boys came out. Amazing. They always are on top oftheir game. Nick was three inches away from me, roflll! Anyways, I think they don't take gifts on stage ever since the bra thing, haha, anyways, Nick's speech was different but still beautiful and inspiriing. I totally rocked out during Video girl, while doing modeling poses with Shelb, Nick totally started laughing. Although I would have too, considering I make a fool out of myself. When Honor Society came out and did DOn't Close The Book, I was so happy. But nothing could compare to them playing Free Fallin, I DIED. That is my all time favorite song. Just awesome. SO anyways bad part was I was wearing heeels, so afterwards we lost shelbys little sisters, and we were trying to find them, and I was like limping around. Oh man, anyways this took forever but here it is.

When they say you get 15 minutes of fame, they mean it.

So if you live in michigan, I suggest you look at the detroit news paper, I should be front page (:
If you don't live in michigan, then go to www.detroitnews.com, and scroll down to the american auto show section.
Big blog laterr (:

Well, I'm on my mom's computer.

After the computer fire yesterday, I'm left with my mom's.

I have no news for today, besides a killer stomache, and Ms. Hillman telling me I had an angelic face (:

Anyways, only 3 more days until the charity preview (:

days pass by, and I wonder why you're not by my side.

My day has been....... interesting to say the least. Well I mean school wasn't that out of the ordinary, besides finding out some exciting news about the concert sunday, and well, you will find that out sunday. But the real interestingness, is

1.) The fact that the "Big Announcement" has not been posted, and I'm not that patient at all.
2.)Some girl in my math called Kevin ugly & hated him, yet said she was jealous of Danielle. That is a pretty darn big contradiction.
3.) My new phone came in the mail, YAY!
4.) Here is the biggie, so I came home and pulled out my laptop, then went to the bathroom while it revved up, then I went on a search party for my charger. Once I located that bad boy, I sat down and started typing, it was not until I touched my nose, with my hand that had been on my laptop, that I noticed my hand smelled like smoke, so I looked down at my laptop, and saw smoke coming out the side. I was weirded out natuarally, then all of these sparks came out of no where, and finally I shut it off. So now, I am on my mom's laptop, and am mourning the loss of a great friend..


Sionara!

I'm typing this as,

I wait for my Bagel bites to coook (:
Sounds good right? Anways, not much news for today, or from last night. I went to the mall, ate olgas, and tried on numerous pairs of sunglasses. I really wantd the pair in that picture ! Heck yeah, anyways, now I'm just working out and cleaning, talk to you laterrr !

Olga's night (:

Well today has beeen kind of bad :P But this whole week has been kind of bad, what with the whole Jonas ticket thing, but we have our tickets secure, so we are alright! Anyways, even though today wasn't too good, emily, shelby, and myself are going to Olga's for dinner, then spending some time at the mall, which is basically my favorite thing too do (:
See before the new year, we used to go there three times a week and I miss it (: But I really don't want to spend tooo much money XD
Anyways, I think I will leave you with a friday quote:

Ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. John 8:32

I swear this will make you laugh!

This made me incredibly happy (: This mom is hilarious!
I really wish we could have gone to that show, but I'm going in two weeks, so I guess I can hold out.
School was boring, but it is the usual, and tonight will most likely be boring tonight. I'll practice guitar, attempt at my homework, practice guitar, do my workout, BUT brand new season of The Secret Life tonight. Oh, and first night of my moms new diet, considering my dad can't cook, it means MCDONALDS baby (:


Well, while you are here, you might as well check these out :
www.youtube.com/sarahsconcertsvids
^^
My personal youtube


www.youtube.com/studiomess
^^
my joint youtube, it's definately coolio


www.myspace.com/sarahdigsjonas

^^
MYSPACEEEE, add me (:


Anyways, peace love jonas (:
-Sarah

Winter break comes and goes...

And we are now in the final hours of winter break. I'm really dreading school, I do not want to change my schedule, I do not want to have to prep for finals, and have to take finals, and after two weeks of waking up at 12, waking up at 6 ain't so pretty ! But I'm going to suck it up like a big girl, because only 12 more days until the charity preview, and 14 more days until the Jonas Brothers concert. I just love having something to look forward too.
The only down side is the fact, that this concert is an honest blind spot, they haven't told us our seats, or if it's GA, it they will be at the actual charity preview, or what hotel they will be staying at.
As for today, I'm spending it watching a marathon of the best TV show on earth, The Secret Life Of The American Teenager, it's my guilty pleasure. Honest, this show is so drama filled, it is very entertaining (: If you have never watched it, go now.

It's finally here.

2009 has come in, and I couldn't be more excited, already January seems to bringing blessings into my life. On the 16th I will be going to the charity preview event. Then on the 18th I will be seeing my boys in concert.
But if you were wondering how my new years eve was spent, I baby sat for a while. I needed some extra money, so Emily, Shelby, and myself baby sat until 1 am, we watched JB on tv, which they performed very well. I was a proud mama!
At about 1:30 we went over to our friend Joe's house, and played cards until about 3:30. Then we went to Emily's hizz and crashed.
Seeing the ball drop, and realizing it was 2009, just made me estactic, and almost made me cry. I can't explain it, but I feel like 2009 is just going to bring wonders into my life, and I'm so proud to say it already started off wonderul.



We really are great baby-sitters (: