Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost.

I did loose though. I forgot to post my saturday recommendation, gosh dangit!
Anyways I will fill you in on a few things, although everything has been pretty slow lately. Beth is coming home from school tonight for the summer. Only 30 more days of school left. Emily's little sister had a birthday party on saturday, it was her first boy/girl party, it was awkward. A bunch of seventh graders running around thinking they are the bomb, not my definition of good time. I wonder how annoying I was in seventh grade? I tried out for the school play, I got a call back, they talked me up/told me they loved me, then picked another girl for the part. Story of my life.

To make up for missing out on recommendation saturday, I will do it today:
The entire Fast Times At Barrington High album by The Academy Is...
It's just a feel good album, sincerely.



Also you should check out these videos :








& my new favorite couple :

Optimistic...

I wish I could be right now.
But I can't help it, I didn't get the part in my school play, because the directors picked favorites.


I just drank two redbulls, and I haven't eaten anything to day, I really need to before I puk.



I'm starting to feel for him.
That sucks, cause he treats me like SHIT. I didn't talk to him for a whole semester when I had two classes with him, now I only have one, and suddenly he has to come talk to him.
Doesn't he know he messes me up.
He has done so much bad to me, made me cry so many bad things to me, but I can't help but be attracted to him.
We were young love in a sense.
We "went out" when we were 11.
"going out" when your 11 means you hug eachother BUT YOUR SCARED TOO. I don't consider it a relationship, AT ALL, but I do think of it as a friendship. But he didn't in middle school, he distanced himself from me, because he wanted to be cool.
Now In high school he still wants to be cool, that's why he did stuff in the beginning of ninth grade. Now, I guess he has found himself, and a way back to me.
But I almost wish he didn't. I don't want to fall for him. I don't like him, no do I love him. It's just when he is nice to me, I feel on cloud nine.
I guess its the classic story of girl who loves the person who isn't right for them.
Too bad I have to see him EVERYWHERE.




peace & love

Saturdaysss

recommendation :


Cry - Kelly clarkson.



I can't find word right now, because i'm in a really bad mood.


I guess, this is all i have to say right now.


peace & love

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow.

That picture makes me happy, cause we rarely all get to all go out together, cause we are all so busy. But going from left to right it's Shelby, Emily, me, and Jenny (:


But anyways, I wanted to blog, because I'm happy right now. I'm doing well in school, (just got my report card ALLL A's) I had a wonderful weekend with alll of my bestfriends and ALLL of my family, which I love. I spent sometime with Emily's family today, and I love them. I got into a marker fight, I have just been happy. I can't help it, and I'm really glad because it is the true happy, not materialistic!
&& Summer is coming, which will be SOOOOOO GOOOOOD.

I would like to like to leave with this qoute :

"your only happy if everything is right. which means two things your a good boss. and you are never happy." - house

But i see its my heart on the line this time.

i think I might have to say that Don't Forget - Demi Lovato the album is my favorite of 2008. Although I love A Little Bit Longer, just Demi made an amazing start with that CD.


Anyways, its spring break. YIPPPY YA! I went to see HM:TM last night, and I cried :(
I'm seeing it again tonight, i know sad.
I really have nothing to say for myself right now. Lifes been pretty good, and I'm just enjoying the people, and places around me.
I can't wait for summer. Literally, school is boreing me.


Saturday recommendations:
Hannah Montana : The Movie.
Honestly, really good. Don't just think it's terrible because it's a G rated movie, I think it shows a vulnerable side of Miley. & Some great acting on her part !


Song :
Kiss A Girl - Keith Urban

Great great great musician. The song is killer, and catchy!

I don't have much to say at this time...

But I do have this: I forgot Saturday Reccommendation, so here it is
DEMI LOVATO DON'T FORGET DELUXE EDITION!
Original cd was awesome, but the new songs make it even better.


& I will leave you with this; no matter how much I try, I will never stop thinking about the past.


peace & love.
Sarah